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anyway....

ok....i have been irritated by this guy who simply DOESNT understand english for the past few days
here is the story


Guy A....i rejected him a year ago
saying that there was no chance between us cos i simply got NO feelings for him
A few days ago he left a friendster msg for me...congratulating me about my graduation and asking what i am doing now
so, being nice, i replied back thanking him and saying i am currently jobless
and he actually dared to reply back asking if he can be my bf
SEE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN BY DONT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH
and i tried to be nice again by not whacking him directly, saying that my answer is still the same as a year ago
and today guess whats is his reply
"why still the same? y no chance for us"

OH YOU BLODDY IRRITATING IDIOT!!!!! I GOT NO FEELINGS FOR YOU AND IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE THIS SHIT, DONT BLAME ME FOR BEING BAD!!!!!!

and so he caused me to whacked directly to his last reply
i have only got to say : you had it coming!!!!

and he not only send me friendster msg ok,
he sms and called me quite a lot times within these 2 days
which is definitely irritating the hell out of me alr!!!!!!!
CAN YOU JUST BLOODY GIVE UP FOR GOODNESS SAKE???
JUST TAKE IT AS DOING CHARITY LA!!!!

so i am down with respiratory tract infection
and hence the bad cough i am having now
sianzzzzzzzzzz
all those coughings are really making me feel weak la
arghhhh
and it seems like its taking quite long to recover
and the doctor only gave me 3 and a half days worth of medicine
like wth???!!

ok....off to sleep alr
nitez world

boring day!!!!!!!!!
sianz
sianz sianz sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

went back school to settle my bloody library fine
$2.10
so now i officially dont owe TP anything
eric went back to settle library fine too
and guess whats his amount
20 cents
lol rofl wth man
only 20 cents

then after that slack in school
totally had nothing to do
but to read mags, talk to people here and there, crash pamela lec lol

and oh ya
the Yr 3s who started MP/SIP today are mostly complaining how bored their day is
hahaaahhaha
guess its like that de la
first week all still boring de
and....its only the first day today
and i gotta help out with the clocking out for huizhen group mates
tsk tsk tsk....first day only eh....hahahahahha
somehow that reminded me of my MP days la
getting people to help me clock in when i know i will be late
then clocking out at some other lab instead of my own lab

hmmmmm another boring day tmr!!!!!
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
guess shall start looking for job le

was down with cough after camp
is quite bad la....
is like a lot phlegm la....hiyo....irritating la

Some pictures from the oritentation....

just came back from week 0 orientation
ended everything nicely
many thanks to everyone who was involved
even though ENG didnt manage to win anything
but yea, we have all did our best alr.

and debrief time- the usual tradition again
graduates made to give speech
i was ji siao-ing the rest with some FAs all along and didnt even cry..
still can laugh and crap with baofa
until when everything ended and everyone were going back to their respective places, my dear pamela and huizhen suddenly came to hug me with teary eyes
which made me really cry along with them la
was feeling really gan dong at that time la
but just want to say
i will still be jobless within these few weeks.. lolx
so i will still drop by and visit you all la
hahahahaha..so still can see me ok
not forgetting that i will be back for graduation ceremony too (21st May)

and one last point, am feeling really quite sick now
cos probably due to the fact that i've only had breakfast at arnd 9am
then...didnt have lunch cos was preparing for the telematch stuff
and finally ate smth 7pm+

i realise from this camp that i cant eat after i've been starving for too long
cos it really makes me feel bloated and feel like vomitting if i ever eat proper meal (that was really what i felt on 2nd day night)
y is my stomach so weak ah???? wtfhhhhhh man

off to sleep in a few minutes time after my hair is dry...haha

once again its the annual Week 0 orientation tmr
where freshies come in, know their classmates, know the school where they will be in for the next 3 years etc etc
this orientation will be kinda special for me though
cos...i am going to help out as a gradaute of TP. lolx

somehow...it makes me think of what i am 3 years ago
when i first came in..still so blur...still as dao i guess???
and everything also dont know
then to those moments that i spent in school which made me see for myself who are the good and bad ppl arnd me
not forgetting those crapping and gossiping time with friends no matter in LT, during class or after class (ok i guess i dont really pay 100% attention in class, lol)
or even best, in toilet etc etc
those camps too..made me knew more people, have loads of fun and memories

so i guess thats how i spent my 3 years in TP.
time really flies..
is like...so fast....damn fast
and tadah...i have graduated
now looking at those freshies coming in....
really....its a mixed feeling

i guess this post is kinda messy la...dont really flow well..
cos its just a recap of what i have did for the past 3 yrs..
so to all my frenz....do treasure your time in school yea....

i dont know why...
guess its really my stomach problem as i dont really feel like eating these few days
its like the sight of food makes me feel so full...so bloated...etc etc
haiz.....
guess nothing is wrong la....
perhaps just no mood to eat???
haha...i dont know too.

anyway...MoS was having an event ytd night
and its FREE ENTRY
damn it.....
i've been wanting to go there after my first clubbing experience man
zouk also can....
hahahahaha

i cant really eat properly now....
but i still want to drink
lol.....
like really spoiling my own health eh???

dbl o with esc people ytd night
it was really fun la..i bet everyone had fun yea???
and its like me and amanda were quite high la..even though we didnt drink much
and we danced for like 3 hrs...were sweating like mad after that
and we even dance all the way till the platform on the dance floor....wth man..lol
really had loads of fun on the dance floor la
took quite a number of pics too....
can shun bian test out my G800 cam u know
and last point to emphasize.....i really love my phone man....
i think its cam is really not bad...hahahahahaha



ok pictures below...lazy to type alr....





zi lian first b4 going out




another full length pic of me :D




amanda and me in train



pic of the girls




b4 going in dance floor


with june, me and dexter behind

wheeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeee
finally gotten my hands on this new darling
the samsung G800!!!!
still in the midst of exploring the potential of this phone.
but i am loving it!!!!!!!!

new darling coming in tmr
yes is my G800
and hopefully the store still has got stock yea
if not i will really KILL them....

stomach isnt feeling right this 2 days
i dont know why...
is like keep feeling a bit of pain ..
like having gastritis....
but not very pain also...and its not very often
perhaps only once daily or smth
hiya....complicated la.....dont know how to explain also
but.....suprisingly my weight has reduced by 1kg without me doing anything
lol....ok la...quite happy...

double-o on sat with my club people
last gathering in a sense

back from MTC
everything was kinda ok....some small problems here and there
but still was ok as a whole
happy gossiping sessions during the camp too...hahahaha

was just back from choong's bday celebration
happy 19th :D

i've been feeling damn tired after i came home from camp
even after 2 days of sufficient or rather over-sufficient rest man
perhaps i guess i have slept too much la
and cos of this, i am feeling damn irritated all over
and the result : poor innocent people had to suffer my thrashy attitude
i am very sorry for this...cos i dont mean anything...
but is just that i am really not feeling very right
therefore small little things will really make me flare up etc etc

i guess i will be back to normal within a few days yea....

ok...guess thats all
Week 0 on my next event list :D
and oh ya....not forgetting my new phone
will be getting it on this friday..most prob
pray hard the store got my target phone!!!!!